work
Stepping into change
Walking, journaling and small rituals helped me through change. In 2022 I became a new mum, left a decade-long job, and stepped into something new.
life
The Journey – Part 2
The day of transfer is etched in my memory. I wore the same socks I’d worn to every appointment, my bracelet and necklace that held so much meaning. A small superstition maybe, but it made me feel held.
life
The Journey - Part 1
We kept our journey to our rainbow baby offline, mainly to ensure the privacy we wanted, but to also make sure we felt each moment together. It’s been a tough and at times scary pregnancy, but now he’s here I feel it’s important to share Williams journey.
life
Rainbow
Our rainbow baby arrived early at 36 weeks. After loss, IVF and anxious waits, we are finally home with William.
Spring Equinox
I’ve been quiet for a while. The spring equinox feels like a threshold, a place where light and dark balance. That’s where I am now.
Finding hope again
Hope feels fragile when you’ve lost it before. I wait for the drop, the message that says not this time. Still, it creeps back in small ways…
mind
Holding the anger
2019 has been heavy with anger and fear. Waiting, limbo, work exhaustion, and anger feels easier to carry than hope sometimes.
life
Grief is
Grief in fragments. Heavy, choking, angry, silent. From the middle of it.
mind
Spring
Grief will always be part of me, but this spring it’s no longer a weight I carry alone. Small rituals, good people, and a steady why are helping me grow again.
Wedding!
We got married!!